So I will refresh your memory a bit...I was failing, fatigue, anemia, school, kids, work, goodness it just seems like I'm complaining but trust me I'm not! That is one major thing that I do NOT do is complain. I suck it up and make the best out of a situation.
The main obstacle is this blasted anemia. How can I be Ms. Positivity if I am beyond moody? Anemia makes you this way....it took me a good while to figure out what is wrong with me and it made so many things much clearer. I mean I love to sleep but this was becoming way to much for me. I'm 31 why am I in the bed sleeping at somebody's 7:30pm!?!....Oh because I have no more energy to keep my eyes open. This affects everyone and everything around me.
I prayed-I cried-I slept-I pushed myself to the limits. This is bad Shiners....sleep trumped so much, even quality time with my kids. I prayed more, and trust me you don't have to be super religious to not give up and dang it that is what I DIDN'T DO!
This is very frustrating BUT....I refused to give up.....
To Be Continued....
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